Monday, February 14, 2011

Scientific Basis for the Law of Attraction

Chaos theory shows that the simplest equation creates a constant, self organizing, feedback loop in the direction of evolution. A computer can apply this law to the ‘brain’ of a digital person and have it evolve from not being able to stand, into walking flawlessly in 20 generations. In this way nature created our body and mind into what it is today. I hypothesize that in this same way we create our life circumstances moment by moment through the energy of our intentions (The Law of Attraction). This energy participates in the infinite feedback loop and evolves into our reality. Each moment is a new generation.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Reality in a poem

Reality is fractal geometry
Created constantly
Your mind is reflected in what you see
All that you think determines what you’ll be
Only an illusion of you and me
For at the source it’s unity

It takes trust to truly see
To truly be
To let yourself live gratefully
To embrace higher energy
For each moment to unfold beautifully

The illusion of time
Created by mind
For belief in this story
We label as mine

This life we make up
This story we tell
Creates a world of heaven or hell

Whatever you think, so shall you be
We are infinite creators indefinitely

Friday, February 11, 2011

Kaleidoscope Reality

Reality behind our senses, judgments, attachments, thoughts, feelings, beliefs, ect are an Infinite kaleidoscope of raw data, a fractal geometry. A sort of ink blot test that we mold into the reality we see with our consciousness. The level of our experiences mimic the level of our consciousness.

Drugs like DMT rip away the filter we use to view reality and shows the true nature behind the distortion of our mind allowing us to receive information we cant receive normally.

This truth of reality that DMT lets you be spectator to is reason we are able to create our environment with our minds (like so many spiritual teachings suggest). What we see on the outside, the laws we live by, EVERY experience we have is a direct interpretation of (your) consciousness. It puts all this information together into a story about where you are in the space and time.

Your experience is a reflection of the level or wave length of energy your consciousness is on.

The mind doesn't interpret reality. Rather reality is an interpretation (reflection) of the mind.

Focus on what you want to expand.

As Within, So Without. Literally.



See video for more on DMT:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iTZftPWbWj8&feature=player_embedded#at=94

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

30-Day trials

I have found that 30-Day trials are an amazing way to take action on and experience some of infinite amount of different ways to live your life. I just completed a combined 30-day meditation trial and vegetarian trial. Both were amazing experiences and Ive now established habits that will continue will into the future. Being a vegetarian has really made me look at what i put into my body. I have been eating a lot healthier and it shows in both my energy level and the way I feel. It has also been a great experience to try some of the foods i wasn't as open to before. Usually when i go to a restaurant i over look the vegetarian choices because there are so many amazing meat choices to try that i don't even think about it. Through this trial i have experiences some pretty amazing menu items i wouldn't have necessarily given a chance before. I didn't really have that hard of a time giving up meat. I ate a lot of salads and made a ton of different vegetarian pizzas. It was cool to see how much flavor you could get with out any meat. There were only a couple days where I really craved a turkey sandwich or a slice of peperoni pizza. I will continue to stick to a mostly vegetarian diet in the future but ill still eat meat when i feel like it. I'm starting to get into nutrition more and more and am becoming more conscious of the down sides to consuming meat.
The meditation part of the trial has and will have a profound effect on my life. It has helped me calm my inner voice down more than anything else i have ever done. It has brought me to a whole new level of awareness. At first it was difficult to quiet my mind and find silence but now it has become a lot easier. I cant start to see the silent power i have inside of me. I am a lot less jittery with unnecessary movements. I can sit and focus in class. I feel a lot more calm. Ive gotten way more in touch with my instincts and the things my subconscious is telling me. Ive even taken steps in being present in conversation, where i just wait to talk and don't have a line of thoughts coming in as what to say next, what i think about this and that, how i can add to the conversation, what the person is going to think. I just wait and trust myself to say what i need to say when i need to say it. I didn't even notice i had all this mumbo jumbo going on in the background until i was free of it. Its quite amazing. Over all the trial has proven itself as an invaluable way to start new habits and try out different perspectives of life.

Today I start a new trial. Nothing big but I have a lot of book marks that I've accumulated and been meaning to read so I am going to read 2+ articles or bookmarked links each day for 30 days. Much of the articles coming from Steve Pavlina's blog. He has a lot of amazing things to say. From there we'll see were inspiration leads me.

Friday, September 3, 2010

Living in sync with who I am

I had a pretty powerful realization. I love philosophy. I'm currently beginning my second semester of nursing class. I'm not necessarily interested in nursing. This leads to a lot of things. I don't necessarily feel like interacting and connecting with most of the people that my current path has surrounded me with. Some of the people in my class are great. But for the most part its pretty blah. Some of the class content is semi interesting. but for the most part i don't really care. This makes me want to read other stuff in class. There was a girl in my class today who said she loves coming to class. She got there 45 minutes early. Shes engaged in the content. That is how you will feel when you are on your path. She will make an amazing nurse. Its not me. I feel that way when I'm learning about philosophy. When I'm learning how people think and how their thoughts affect their reality. I like thinking deeeeeep. I need to change something. I had a gap in the nursing classes for philosophy 101. This feels unbelievably amazing. The universe supports me. This is my path. I need to listen to my procrastination. I need to go after what I want. This is how I can live to my full potential. I am eternally grateful.

You don't have to have 2 lives. You can find out how to live a singular focused one. All my out of class reading should run congruent to my in class reading. If i find myself out of class, never even thinking of class. THEN I'M IN THE WRONG FUCKING MAJOR! I give myself excuses, like 'nursing is exactly what i needed to become a whole person' And I really believe this is true. I don't regret how far i came in nursing. I wouldn't want to take any of that away. But I know that its not what I'm interested in. I didn't get into philosophy or psychology originally because i couldn't see any opportunity for making money doing it. 2 thing. There's way more important things that making money. Like LOVING YOUR LIFE! and 2 If I'm loving my life, my drive and will to give and expand will bring more money to me than i can even imagine. Or exactly as much as I can imagine. Which is irrelevant. Because I LOVE MY LIFE!

Well, now i have some things to mull over. I'm secure right now. I can stay on this path and add philosophy in as i go along. Half assing it. Take some classes on top of nursing when i can. Use what i am learning in nursing to supplement my real passion. Maybe ill get a great perspective from becoming a nursing and interacting with so many sick people. If i drop out and pursue philosophy who's to say i wont lose interest. Maybe I'm only interested so hard because it distracts me from alignment. Maybe high school has reinforced nonalignment so much that i am addicted to it. No matter what ill always have one thing I'm resisting which i need in order to drive the interest in the other thing. I don't believe I have to live with this in-congruency. I think its a socially defined norm. I think its bull shit. Or i could drop out of nursing. I could get a job and start my real life, perusing philosophy when i can and supplementing it with what ever career i can find. This doesn't feel right. I believe this will still lead to nonalignment. No matter what i think society favors people with credentials. Going to school for something I love would cause me to get amazing grades. And probably go on to get my doctorate. Because I I I I I I want to. Because i want to pursue knowledge. Because I can live up to my full potential. And as i specialize and grow with my passion money will come into alignment. Ive already thought of so many ways to make an income that I'm confident that I will have no problem making any amount of money i set my sites on. (I still cant get away from money as my obstacle, in time.) Short term - Will my loan transfer if i switch degrees? Will I love my classes? Will I be able to pay for housing and living expenses for another 2 years? I already made the first step. Taking philosophy 101. Well see where the rest takes me. Maybe ill get my nursing degree and work in something i don't love for 4 years to pay back my loans. Maybe a business or income source will pop up on the side allowing me to be free of all this and able to pursue whats truly fulfilling to me. maybe i wont like my philosophy class and what i love has yet to be reviled to me. All i know is its all going to work out perfectly :) And I'm excited about the future. I love life. I love knowledge. And i love YOU!

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Deep Brain HEar IT!

Obviously the movie inception is a reflection of what reality really is subtly packaged under the cloak of entertainment. So taking into account this new para-dime of reality that this movie explores I conclude that the increased processing power of our inner mind hears music in a much different way than our ears perceive it. Here is a Justin Biebz song slowed down 800% to give you a gimps of how your deepest mind perceives music. http://soundcloud.com/shamantis/j-biebz-u-smile-800-slower

The inner mind operates so quickly that it slows down its perception to the point that it is able to read the energy frequency of the music coming in. This is why happy music makes you feel good. Even if you don't know the words. Your mind is jiving with the energy frequency and getting in tune with the level the music is on.

Now I'll be going through my Disney collection to find the movie that explains how we pick up on each others energy and vibes so well. The wisdom is in there somewhere.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Your Interpretations Determine Your Circumstances

Anything you see in someone else you have in yourself. Any part of them you reject is a part you haven’t fully accepted in yourself. The way you are interpreting or judging another person’s actions is only your projection of how they are acting. It does it define how they are actually acting. You make up your reality by your interpretations of reality and then you respond to those interpretations rather than to actual ‘reality.’ Your response then reinforces the reality you are responding to. If you respond like the person was being mean and nasty, your response will make them mean and nasty. If you respond like they were joking and being nice then your smile will make them want to continue joking and being nice.
What you focus on is what you will see (This has to do with your brains reticular activating system). Everyone and everything are kind of like Rorschach tests in the way that a person will always have both negative and positive qualities with negative and positive ways to view them. What you choose to focus on and the way you choose to interpret what you see determines how you will respond. Your response further reinforces your interpretation. Your projected interpretation becomes reality, reality becomes your projection. If you think all people are bad and out to get you, you will see the expressions of them that reinforce that belief and ignore many of the things that are expressed in them that would support the opposite belief that all people are trying to help and support you. So in that way your interpretation of the person’s behavior is more a reflection of who you are than who they are. From this you can see that your beliefs have a profound effect on your external reality. If you want to change your external reality, you must change your beliefs. Adopting beliefs like; the universe is out to help and support you and everything that happens good and bad is exactly what you needed to become the person you want to become(Figure out who you want to become!) and, reality is all in your mind and you are in 100% control of your external circumstances are ways to empower you to leading a happier more fulling life.